Friday, November 6, 2009

Can't sleep..

Hi all( though no one is reading this one.)

i cant sleep now.
lol
it is 1.40 am no but i still can't sleep.
i think it because i fell asleep just now in the afternoon and took a nap for 4 hours.
:)
yeah.
i'm lazy
i don't know why i slept for that long.
now, i cant sleep and take this opportunity to fill up my blog.
LOL
another useless post.
i think i'm done.
haha
want to go play games now.
LOL

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Bored

I am bored now.
:(
though i am having an exam week.
but i'm lazy to study now.
my next exam will be on monday.

anyway, suddenly i feel emo again.
=='

yeah, i am kinda lonely now.
ahahaha
no one to talk with.
no one to share stories with.
yeah.
i'm lonely.

so try to divert my mind, i play games.
yeah.
then.
i play Pokemon Diamond.
LOL
the pokemon series for nds.
i am not a good player as i cheated a lot.
(evil grin)
anyway, it is because i am lazy to put all my times in playing honestly.

that's it for tonight.
LOL

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Society

Yeah..
Second post of today.
i really have the mood for writing today.
even i don't know the reason.
maybe i am in emo mood today.
LOL

i just want to share my thought about the bad impact of society.
yeah..bad impact.
there is nothing perfect in this world.
A benefit always comes with a cost.
A thing can cause a good impact as well as bad impact.

Going back to the topic, i think that the bad impact society is you can not express of who you are.
at least in my society.

One sometimes afraid of expressing who they are as they afraid of the rejection of society.
They afraid the society may reject them with results in discrimination and sometimes harsh action towards them..
There are many examples in the real life here.
I am trying to find one example to put here but my internet is kinda sucks and it does not let me go and surf the internet.

anyway, the rejected individual from society tends to have a pressure from society in which they choose not to express themselves.

This is a bad side of society as they force individual to act as what society want.

Lonely~~~~

Lol..
i know it has been a really2 long time i didnt write anything.
though, i am sure no one read this.
but i fell like in a mood of writing a story.

yeah..
writing is really depends on my mood.

this 2 weeks is my exam week..
just finished my second paper. which is accounting and suck.
=='
anyway.
i am kinda feeling lonely today.
not kinda.
but really lonely.
it seems that no one care bout me.
haha
but that is just in my opinion.
:)
maybe, there is someone who cares for me.
but only GOD knows.
XD
Yeah.
i haven't talked to my friends lately today.
yeah
maybe it was my mistakes last time.
when we were chatting, i was being an ass and maybe that annoyed him.
until now....

yeah.

i am lonely now.
really
T_T